Movin' On.

I finally took that giant step. I left my boyfriend and his kids and surprisingly, I feel relieved. Now I can focus on what really matters, my son. Oh get this, when I went to tell him I was leaving, he told me that he already figured that I was going to move out. To me that sounds like,"I've intentionally pissed you off enough to get you the fuck out of my house." No responce to it just said he knew it was going to happen. No need for knowing why just ok bye. I had to call him a few hours after because I need my school work and he seemed civil which surprised me. Then here it comes, 4:31 am I recieve a text message with him being all pissed. I guess it kicked in when he had to go to bed and he realized that I was not going to be there and won't be coming back other than for my own things. He's an idiot. I was not joking. So now he's mad at me because he just today read my last blog before this one. Wow, clueless? If I didn't want to have sex with him and didn't liked to be touched by him, wouldn't he have figured it out by now. I'm glad he's mature about it. Now, I'm focusing getting my school work done and acheiving my goal. I'm VERY glad that I have taken this step. I couldn't bear it much longer. It wasn't just about me either, it was about my son. Hey guys, get a clue, when a woman's child is involved don't expect to come first. That will never happen and nore will your children. Don't get me wrong we will love your children and help you take care of them but don't expect us to over look our own children for yours. Oh and guys, don't pretend to be a great father when you just sit on your ass watching t.v and drown out the sound of your crying children. And please feed your babies, not just once a day, 3 meals are essential. I believe it's considered neglect. It's funny when his ex-wife tells me that I'm the one that takes better care of his kids than he does. Now she's got something to worry about. If i were her I've give me a call. Those are a few tips and advice that I can give you right but I'm pretty damn sure that I'll be back for more. :o* You guys are great. Keep on readin'.