Don't Ask Stupid Questions If You Truely Feel Bothered About The Subject

Yesterday, I was a freaking idiot. I never thought seeing a picture of my special someone with his ex would hurt me so much. Yeah, I tried to cover up how I felt so I said things about her but, later, I had to go to the restroom to just let it out. Still trying to hide the fact that I was upset and crying, he came over to me, when i got out of the bathroom, and tried to talk to me. Which made everything worse. I didn't think it would even bother me. It normally doesn't. . We've only been together for such a short amount of time and it hurt me that much. I know we spend a lot of time together but I shouldn't feel this way this early. I hope that this isn't going to cause any problems in the future. I guess he now knows how much I feel since something that small hit me so hard. I know he won't ever go back to her. At least I hope. He's told me the stories but I hope he keeps to those stories. I pray the court date to finalize his dirorce comes VERY soon. Like I told him last night, when he's divorced it won't be as easy to get back with her like it would be right now. Since legally he's still married to her. Once he's divorced he'd have to go through the whole marraige stuff again. I hope this is the only time that I get upset through our relationship, at least it being about her.

Here's To The Girls!

What's so poignant about this picture?

Well, it shows a line of little girls holding hands facing the immensity of ocean waves.

Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong.

Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own. I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens.

All of us girls..

Old and young...

Near and far...

Hold special memories of good times we've shared.

We've had our share of hard times when our friends were there to make us feel better.

We've shared...

our hearts

our time

our secrets

our fears

our hopes

and our dreams.

Let us never break the chain of friends!

1 Someone will always be prettier.

Someone will always be smarter.

Their house will be bigger.

They will drive a better car.

Their children will do better in school.

And their husband will fix more things around the house.

So let it go, Be Happy!

And love yourself and your circumstances.

Think about it.

The prettiest woman in the world can have trouble in her heart.

And the most highly favoured woman on your job may be unable to have children.

And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes....might be lonely. And the word says if 'I have not Love, I have nothing.'

So, again, love you.

Love who you are.

Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say

'I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!'

I like that!

'Winners make things happen.

Losers let things happen'

Be Blessed ladies and pass this on to encourage another woman.

'To the world you might be one person,

But to one person you just might be the world'.

SEND THIS TO YOUR FAVORITE WOMEN

Just Some Pictures I'd Like To Share

*Kenny's perfect blog picture*


*Mommy and son*


*A day at the playground*


*Father and Son time*

*He loves his little sister so much*




*Daddy's little girl*

*Jack*

*Dakota*



*Finally, my dearest little boy, Kenneth*

When You've Hit Bottom, You Can Only Go Up From There

After getting to the point of frustration and thinking that life just isn't going to go my way, something miraculous happened. Things started to get better. I got into online courses at University of Phoenix to persue a better life and prepare for our future. Along with that, got into a relationship, which so far has been wonderful and one of the best things that has happened to me in a long time. No it will never top having my son. I have oticed with this relationship that I am much happier all around. I'm use to not having anyone help me just to be kind and when HE came along, all i have to say is, " I've got to go get the _____" and he's already doing it. I didn't ask or demand, he just does it to do it. It's definately amazing. Yeah, it's only been a real short period of time but, it definately doesn't feel like it at all. I never thought with in 9 hours of not seeing him I would be anxious. That's just from him going to work. We have so much in common: the same out looks on life and interrests. Just last night he had asked me a simle little question. "Are you always polite or were you raised to be that way?" That ment a lot to me. We got to talking about it. In his past relationship, she wouldn't thank him once for doing even something so small to help her out. How could you not appreciate the person that you have. Well, I'm glad she didn't just because if she did, I wouldn't have him now. He's a great father to his two little ones and I absolutely adore them. There is so much that I can rant about but I'll save you some time. So, when things seem to be a little dreary, hold you head up high and look forward to tomorrow because It's a brand new day and anything could happen. Steve, if you're reading this, I appreciate you so much! Thanks for being in my life.